#tw suicide
tw: self harm
sorry for this sad update. but.
my boyfriend broke up with me. i ended up being hospitalized because i tried to kill myself. :(
we were living together so now i don’t have a home and i really don’t have any furniture even if i did have somewhere to live. so yea. things are not too great. i also missed a ton of work.
i don’t know, y’all. things are rough. things are going to get better but i don’t have anywhere to live and i don’t have any money. i’m really dreading all of the medical bills that are going to come my way.
things are hard. i know i will get through this but gosh.
i’m so sorry to ask this but i missed a week and a half of work and i didn’t get paid because i didn’t have any sick time. i can’t afford any of the fees and deposits that come along with finding a new apartment. i don’t even have a mattress to sleep on when i do find a new place. i’m trying to find ways to monetize some of my online content to make some little extra money but if you or anybody you know might be able to donate that would really help too. i’m so sorry.
Thank you so much to anybody that can donate. It means so much to me. Anything will help!
https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=H7YD3YGFUEV7E
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1. actually, women attempt suicide more, but typically they choose less violent methods (it is theorized this is as they don’t want their family or friends to find them with their brains blown out, but more studies are needed to prove this) and therefore their suicide isn’t as successful (source). so, this is incorrect
2. studies show that this is because women outperform men academically, therefore they are more likely to seek higher education. (source). again, this is incorrect.
3. again, incorrect. gosh, this isn’t looking too good for you! studies show that statistically mothers are far more involved with children before custody battles, a reason for the ‘bias’. and, only 4% of custody cases go to court. (sourceandsource)
4. wow, this is incorrect too! i almost feel bad for you. anyways, women are actually very underrepresented in homelessness statistics, women are more likely to have children that are homeless, women are less likely to be involved in crime, etc. (source)
5. majority of studies that had this data are old and from the 20th century, new studies prove this is not the case (source). it’s getting kind of embarrassing, you know, all these things that prove you wrong ;)
6. this is the only one where you are partially correct. indeed, prostate cancer is underfunded but this is mainly because of a metric that doctors use called ‘years of life lost.’ breast cancer that is deadly mainly affects younger women, resulting in more years of life lost. (source) however deadly prostate cancer is more likely to affect older men, resulting in less years of life lost. (source) however i agree that prostate cancer is underfunded, but there is a valid reason.
7. 86% of rape victims are women (source)
gosh, i feel so bad for you :) that basically all of this :) was proved wrong :)
It’s not ’feminist bias against them’ which mean that male victims of rape and sexual assault aren’t taken seriously but that other men don’t take it seriously. Most, if not all, feminists recognise it as an issue and will respect men who come forward about their history of sexual abuse. It’s other men who harass them for it.
And let’s not forget that women are also not taken seriously too. It’s a massive societal issue which doesn’t just affect men.
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Proship/proshipper means pedophile. It has always meant pedophile. I’ve been here long enough to remember the emergence of this term. It was made specifically to replace the acronyms MAP and NOMAP because people started to catch on to the fact that they also meant pedophile. Whoever told you it was about freedom of expression or ship wars or whatever bullshit was lying to you. It’s specifically another pretty little term that’s just vague enough for pedophiles and other creepy people to rally under publicly. That’s it.
And what I really need yall to understand is that these terms will probably be replaced again in a year because they’re falling into the collective consciousness like how MAP and NOMAP did a year or two ago. Shit, they’re on twitter right now calling a voice actor abusive because they have a problem with nsfw being made and sent to them of the child character that they voice. This is how pedophiles operate. We need to stop meeting them where they want and call them what they are.
Not proshipper. Not anti anti. Pedophile.
This post wasn’t even supposed to blow up like this lmao. I literally didn’t even tag it because frankly, this sort of discourse is heavily triggering for me. I was around adults on the internet who didn’t fucking protect me. I thought they were my friends and that the nasty shit they did and said was okay because nobody ever said otherwise and now I’m 22 year old still dealing with that fucking trauma to this day.
Like yall there are literal children in my notes rn arguing w/ me about what “real pedophilia” is. This is what I mean. This is what proship bullshit does. If you EVER have to argue the technicality of pedophilia or what real harm to minors is, that’s a fucking problem. You’ve already fallen into the trap and you need to find a way out. These people feeding you this bullshit are not your friends nor do they have your best interest at heart, they’re just out for themselves and their own gratification.
i’ll be adding this to my dni on my carrd but holy shit, if you’re a pro ed account or an acc that actively promotes other forms of self harm or suicide don’t follow me or interact with me.
an account obviously dedicated to promoting ed’s asked to be on the taglist for my riki fic and while i DO appreciate them wanting to read my stuff, that’s just… no. i don’t want any sort of that negativity here. i understand that it’s an illness—i struggled (and still struggle sometimes) with food but i’m not going to allow that on my blog. it’s triggering, and it glorifies and promotes harmful behavior.
just know that if you follow or interact with me and i see that you’re a blog that allows any of this then it’s an immediate hard block—no soft blocking. it’s simply not tolerated here in the slightest.
Don’t.
We need you. The world needs you. We’ve been through this before, in one way or another, and we have prevailed. Who benefits from your death? Only those who want you silenced.
There will be blue skies ahead. There will be triumphs. This is not the end of the world.
Do not go gentle - we are here today because of the stubborn refusal of our predecessors to go away. There are oases even in the darkest of times. You are not alone, and you have not been abandoned. There *will* be blue skies ahead, and you will live to see them.
List of Suicide Crisis supports in the USA:
- National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1800-273-8255
- National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Online Chat
- Crisis Text Line: Text START to 741-741
- The Trevor Project (LBGT+): 1-866-488-7386
- Trans Lifeline: (877) 565-8860
If you need support outside the USA:
You are valuable
You deserve love, you deserve to love, and you are loved. Please call one of the above number if you are upset! If you get a busy signal, that’s no problem! Please call another one! We love you!
Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide.
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I don’t give a fuck if this doesn’t suit your ‘theme’ have a heart and reblog.
Keep the flame spread the tag.
Keep the flame!
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why is nobody talking abt how gross and hard it is to swallow a bunch of pills in an attempt to overdose like they taste horrible and maybe it’s j me but taking a bunch of pills at once is so hard?
to anyone who has ever been in a psychiatry or something similar or knows anything abt them: regarding suicidal thoughts and attempts, how “bad” does it have to be to be put in one? what things that i say might make it more likely to get a recommendation by my therapist or get sent to one? (i am not against going, i think i do need help, id just like to know if my situation potentially could be “bad enough” for me to land in one and assess the risk) thank u!!
What Akechi could think of his mother.
Inspired by selected lyrics from Behind the Mask by Ivy & Gold
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hey so how do you tell your longtime partner that one of the reasons you’re suicidal is because of years of no affection (including but not limited to sex) without making them feel like they need to always consent to your advances? I’m, uh, asking for a friend.
Hi guys can we send some love totrappedreaper , she has a very difficult / abusive relationship with her parents. And also to screaminggcolorss (her blog is tw. for suicide).
send me ( CONFESSION!! ) .
and i’ll randomly generate a number for my character to confess:
- to murdering someone
- to having feelings for your character
- to being suicidal / having attempted suicide
- to being an addict
- to hating your character
- to being afraid of _____
- to having been in jail
- to having been involved in a hit and run
- to being a virgin
- to being cheating on your character / or their significant other
- to dropping out of high school / college / quitting their job
- to having hallucinations
- to having a ‘guilty pleasure’
- to being a sexuality other than they’re portrayed
- to being previously in a pornographic film
- to having a serious illness
- to having been in love with your muse through childhood
- to having gotten married, and annulling the marriage over a week in vegas
- to not believing in whatever religion they were raised as
- to a childhood trauma
- to being institutionalized
- to being ‘obsessed’ with something
- to having been a homewrecker
- to having ruined someones life
send me ( GOODBYE ) .
for my character to leave an emotional suicide letter for yours to find.
Unbelievably sad. A nine year old bullied to death in four days. 9 years old. Children who identify as LGBTQ deserve to be protected and supported at school!
#JamelMyles
Straights say homophobia doesn’t exist because marriage equality was passed, this is absolutely revolting #protectLGBTQyouth
The kids who bullied him may have been young, but that gives them zero, ZERO excuses to bully someone. There is no need to be so hateful to push someone to suicide. Parents also need to teach their kids better at home because at that age, children are very impressionable and will feed off of other people’s bad actions. Teachers need to teach kids not just subjects, but how to act in general. In a teacher’s presence these children need to be taught. School is where children are taught how to interact. So if they’re not stopped or educated on what’s bad, they’re still going to do it. They may even know it’s bad, who knows, but at that point they need to be stopped. Bullying is bullying no matter what age, and it’s better for children to be taught right away that it’s bad. May this poor boy Rest In Peace. It disgusts me that anybody can do this, but it really disgusts me that CHILDREN did this.
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#donations #mothers #trauma mention #food #tarot #suicide
It’s unfortunately that time again; I’ve asked for donations before and I’m doing it again.
I’m Rho. I’m 24, I suffer from PTSD, bipolar, GAD, and BPD. I’m agender and q*eer.
I just came out of the hospital last week. I admitted myself, I came really close to killing myself. It’s a bad time of year for me. I have a rough few months ahead of me too.
I was out of work for two weeks because I missed the deadline for the new schedule. This means I will be three weeks out of pay. I also cut my hours from full time to part time.
I have a cat I need to keep fed and give clean litter. I also need to make sure I can pay for gas and my insurance for my car. I also mostly feed myself. I live with my mom and sisters so I don’t pay rent but my mom is asking for some money to help her out (she’s struggling with bills herself). I have a ton of appointments coming up that I need to do copays for.
I’m really in need.
I’m also doing pay-what-you-want tarot readings, answering questions (with my tarot cards), and rune readings. I’m usually bouncing around so I can’t say I can give them immediately but if you donate to me and let me know how much you donated, I can definitely get back to you.
If you donate more than a dollar for questions, for ever subsequent dollar you donate you can ask an additional question. You do not need to ask them at once. You can ask one after the other, if you want to ask questions that correlate to the answer of the last.
If you can’t donate, Please Signal Boost. I’m really desperate right now. Thank you.
my paypal email is [email protected] for anyone who cannot access the donation button on my page.
Pls even w the donations I have $5 to my name
I’m opening art commissions for $20 +$5 per character I’ll draw most anything
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being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.
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