#lovesick
I think she loves me. Every morning at the station, she stares at me. She won’t take her eyes off of me. I try not to encourage her, but she never gives up. I think I am starting to feel the same about her. As I stand there waiting for the train, I cannot help but imagine the things we could do together if only one of us had the courage to make the first move.
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Oh the feeling of the boobs and nipples against my hand would be nothing compared to your hand against them.
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I’m just amazed how quickly my #valentines came… Ordered on Monday & got it #wedsnday talk about #speedy * Yeap I got the #meltcosmetics #radioactivestack along with #lovesick #eyeshadow I see some great things coming soon! #neon #BrightColorOnDarkSkin #Burgundy #newproducts #beauty #instablogger
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do you love them more than me?
is that why you ignore me for hours?
why am i not enough for you?
will i ever be enough?
false promise after falsepromise,
but i can’t bring myself to let go of you.
if i did, what were these past six yearsfor?
if im not yours to use, what am i?
you woke up in the middle of the night,
your voice no more than a sleepy whisper,
just to tell me you loved me.
you really don’t know what you’re doing to me.
“goodnight, ill talk to you tomorrow.”
the promise of there being a tomorrow,
don’t give me that kind of hope, my love.
keep pulling the wire around my neck,
tighterandtighterandtighter.
make me into your pretty little trophy,
a one of a kind collectable monster.
despite their yearning for me,
icant bring myself to feel sympathetic.
i chose you long ago, before i even met you.
they never even stood a chance.
i want you marked with my blood,
a kind of bond that won’t set us free.
i won’t stop until your skin is all mine,
but tell me when it hurts, tell me if it hurts.
stop acting like you hateme,
you’remakingafool of yourself.
i wish you would just come clean,
im bored of the same old thing.
everything is doomed to burst apart
and nothing goes right anymore.
if i accept my defeat and return to you,
would you turn towards me, oraway?
look me in the fucking face;
tell me what you want out of me.
this stupid cat and mouse game of yours,
i don’t want to play it anymore.
the future doesn’t matter,
I’ll give it up for you.
I’ll end up in the fire,
a stake through my heart,
burning with you.
i hate to think you run off to someone else
whenever i can’t be around you.
but i can’t help but to be paranoid.
ill have to keep you on a shorter leash.
“do you love me? really?”
i do, but i don’t want to burden you.
you don’t have to love me back,
no matter how much i wish you did.
i like when you’re scared,
clinging to me so tightly it hurts to breathe.
it shows how much you depend on me,
and only me.
if this feeling doesnt stop,
i feel as if I’ll cease to exist.
it hurts it hurts it hurts.
when you’re not looking at me,
that face i’ve loved for so long,
i despise it immensely.
