#i hate myself
Cinema
11 years of having periods and yet every month I am equally surprised like
*starts having abnormal food cravings for like 130th time in my life* damn I wonder what’s going on……
yeah I wonder as well u dumb fuck
goddamn i fucking hate people who are so comfortable and confident in who they are like, fuck, just be insecure and broken like the rest of us
bran stark is lame
I try. I really do. And some days it pays off, other days … not so much. And in those days where it doesn’t pay off one of the hardest things I go through is that look that my family get when they look at me. It’s very simple, I may be getting up or walking to go somewhere and their eyes look up at me and give me a once over. Then their face gets that pensive look, eyebrows furrowed and lips pursed. And I keep walking because I know if I stay there, there will be nothing to keep me from breaking apart. I know that they’re thinking “ look at her, how did she let herself get so fat”. They hate what they see and sometimes it feels like they hate me.
I’ve had a hangover for three days straight. yup.
I had to cover customer service at work today. Answered a phone call that went normally until the very end when the person on the other end asked me my name. I panicked and said I didn’t have one.
80s au frev dudes,I’m cringe,i know,just leave me alone.by the way danton is the drummer, however,i can’t draw drums
No more Rocket League :/ I had to pawn my playstation . FML
Aaaaand my phone still needs be paid DX
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I just need a deep rest from myself, I wanna disappear from the face of the earth.
I wish I was 5′6″ and 120 pounds.
kinda just wanna run away or die or something idk.
Love getting attached to my middle aged therapist who reminds me of a mom…love that for me lol.
I never thought my eating disorder was real cause I was never severely emaciated. Yes I was underweight and yes I had a feeding tube at one point, but people would always make comments like “You are extremely skinny, but it doesnt look like you have an ed”. Now my brain is constantly like prove it to yourself and get THAT skinny. Then another part of my brain is like, that’s so stupid and will only make you more miserable. Anyone relate or am I just crazy lol?
Does anyone sometimes cut to prove to themselves that your emotions are valid because you’ve been invalidated your whole life? Cause same.
My dad straight up told me to stop seeing my therapist. That I should just shove all of my bad feelings down and “put a lid on it”. I have never more clearly seen the way he fucked up my head.
wtf how am I falling for my guy best friend
someoneplease draw L doing shots at a children’s party
im gonna do it this will be my task of the evening
