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Lately I’ve been really into Alex Boniello’s music so here’s a mini comic of the computer lab scene Lately I’ve been really into Alex Boniello’s music so here’s a mini comic of the computer lab scene

Lately I’ve been really into Alex Boniello’s music so here’s a mini comic of the computer lab scene based on his song I’m So Tired. The lines I used for this drawing are from the second verse.

I definitely recommend listening to Alex Boniello’s EP if you haven’t already! It’s called Hi and it’s got 4 tracks, all of which are amazing.


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What if Evan and Connor were friends???I don’t draw Connor very often but here he is in an au where

What if Evan and Connor were friends???

I don’t draw Connor very often but here he is in an au where he survives and then becomes friends with Evan.

It’s Andrew Barth Feldman and Alex Boniello because I was watching some broadway jackbox recently and I think they are an incredible duo.


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tw // manipulation and toxic relationships

i hate treebros in deh it’s super toxic evan literally used connor’s death to his advantage and connor bullied evan and the fact that y’all liked it so much that y’all had to come up with a quirky shipname for it does not sit right with me.

sketchingtons: based on this hilarious post making stupid comics to distract from the sads seems to sketchingtons: based on this hilarious post making stupid comics to distract from the sads seems to sketchingtons: based on this hilarious post making stupid comics to distract from the sads seems to

sketchingtons:

based onthis hilarious post 

making stupid comics to distract from the sads seems to be becoming a theme for me 

thanks again @gayradwhitedad for my new musical filled life


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adaricruz: one mimir, two mimir & three (tree) mimir !instagramadaricruz: one mimir, two mimir & three (tree) mimir !instagramadaricruz: one mimir, two mimir & three (tree) mimir !instagram

adaricruz:

one mimir, two mimir & three (tree) mimir !

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incapablechaos:

“cuz all that it takes is a little ✨ re-in-ven-tion ✨ ‼️”

startadraws: Holy shit Evan I’m so high I think I see my will to livestartadraws: Holy shit Evan I’m so high I think I see my will to live

startadraws:

Holy shit Evan I’m so high I think I see my will to live


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  • Forehead kisses because Evan is smol
  • most days Connor spends the night at the Hansen’s not only to get away from his family but because both he and Evan sleep better together
  • Connor tends to wake up early and instead of trying to weasel his way out of Evan’s grip, he just stares down at him and thinks about how glad he is to be alive 
  • Evan is actually pretty good at helping Connor with his anger issues 
  • Their dates consist of a lot of nature walks 
  • For their senior trip, the boys + Jared, Alana, and Zoe take a road trip to Yellowstone national park
  • Evan creates a swear jar that funds most of the gas money for said trip thanks to Connor and Jared
  • Connor tends to be pretty bad at taking care of himself sometimes but will immediately cook Evan a five-course meal if he finds out he forgot to eat
  • On the really bad days, Connor sings to Evan during panic attacks 
  • Evan makes a lot of really bad puns to get Connor to smile
  • on Connor’s bad days, Evan just listens to Connor talk about what’s bothering him and plays with his hair while Connor lays on his lap 
  • Weekly board game nights are a thing, Uno has been banned.
  • “Connor if you put down draw 4, we’re breaking up”
  • Evan definitely wears Connor’s clothes home ‘accidentally’ and Connor wants to be mad but his boyfriend looks adorable in his oversized hoodies 
  • They don’t end up going to prom but the gang goes over to the Murphy’s after and they watch movies all night
  • around 3 am, Evan finds Connor sitting outside looking at the sky and they talk until the sun comes up
  • at some point, Evan tells Connor he doesn’t know how to dance so Connor stands up and tries to teach him, mostly they’re just swaying back and forth and laughing 
  • Evan still writes his letters even after he stops going to therapy, most of them are addressed to Connor now and he’ll sometimes give them to him to read when he can’t verbally explain how he’s feeling
  • They’re at the Orchard the first time Evan tells Connor he loves him

Evan: So the main idea is to get this message out there to people who feel hopeless, who want to kill themselves or have ever thought about killing themselves

Jared: Oh come on, everyone’s thought about killing themselves every now and then

Alana: That’s not true

Jared:Hm???

i am a dear evan hansen hater first, and a human second

Be More Chill Headcanons


• Jeremy has a bottom locker


• Jake is in a wheelchair because of what happened to his legs, Rich comes with him to every physical therapy appointment.


• Jake eventually is able to use crutches and everyone gets him fuzzy socks to put on the handles so it doesn’t hurt his hands.


• Chloe has a few symptoms of being a sociopath but she’s too afraid of what a psychologist will say if she gets checked out so Brooke helps her understand people’s emotions better.


• Christine is the Mum Friend. She loves baking and brings in treats for her friends every Friday.


• Michael is trans. That’s just facts.


• He can’t wear his binder when he’s on his period so he wears the most oversized, baggy sweaters he owns.


• Jeremy loves it because Michael just looks So Cuddly.


• Jeremy is fluent in Hebrew and he tries to teach Michael some phrases.


• Michael is fluent in Tagalog and tries to teach Jeremy some phrases.


• Rich’s burn scars get quite painful in the heat and Jake always keeps a bottle of burn ointment on him at all times just in case.


• Jenna Rolan had Vine account and the others tease her for it.


• Brooke is as addicted to Pinkberry as Michael is to slushies.


• Chloe is a nerd at heart. She loves Star Wars and space movies, Brooke and Jake are the only ones who know this.


• Chloe and Jake are literally like brother and sister.


• Jenna is so observant it’s scary, she’s always the first one to notice when one of her friends aren’t okay.


• Jeremy is very self deprecating, he doesn’t even do it as joke, he genuinely doesn’t like himself at all because of how he acted with the Squip.


• Michael helps as much as he can, he once came over at 3 in the morning because Jeremy wasn’t okay.


• Michael eventually realises that Jeremy needs some help so he talks to Mr Heere, this ended up with Mr Heere and Jeremy having a heart to heart.


• Jeremy was mad at Michael for a while because he was “fine and didn’t need any help!” They actually fought about it quite a lot but eventually made it through together.


• Mr Heere found Jeremy a therapist and the therapist prescribed Jeremy antidepressants.


• Jeremy sometimes forgets to take them so Michael reminds him.


• Brooke has alopecia like Lauren Marcus, she wears hats and wigs and Chloe thinks she’s beautiful regardless.


• They’re all just trying to find their way in the world but they’re doing it together. Comment some more!

Theatre kid; Yeah, I’ve been going to ballet and tap classes since I was a fetus and I got the lead in the last three shows I’ve been in and my aunt is Idina Menzel. Anyway, what shows have you been in?

Me, with my zero ounce of talent but obsession with musical theatre;

Going to the orchard was a bad idea.


It was rundown, the few other families that were there didn’t look as happy as they were supposed to be, rotten apples were just strewn across yellow grass where groundskeepers hadn’t bothered to pick them up, even the swing set which Connor and Zoe used to play on had turned orange with rust from age, and Connor doubted that it’d even be able to hold a child’s weight anymore.


The Murphy family were having a picnic at the orchard.


“I think we could all do with some reminisce of the glory days.” Cynthia had said when the family argued on what a terrible idea that was.


Connor had attempted suicide, nearly successfully too. That was why they were participating in this sad state of affairs, “family time.” He’d had it planned for months, the suicide, but finally worked up the bollocks to go through with it a couple of weeks ago. He took pills out of Larry’s medicine cabinet and fucked off to the park after a big fight about his hair.


His hair. Connor nearly killed himself because his dad disapproved of his hair. The one thing he felt like he had control over and it nearly made him loose everything.


Obviously it wasn’t just his hair that made Connor not want to live anymore, but it was what pushed him over the edge that day.


Now, however, saw Cynthia sitting on an old, threadbare, checkered picnic blanket on the rough ground. Larry was next to her, resting on his knees and a pitiful spread of food was laid out before them.


Zoe was laying down, Connor couldn’t tell if she was cloud watching or asleep.


And Connor? He was just sitting with his long legs stretched out, covered by the heavy fabric of his jeans even on such a hot day.


The silence was near unbearable. The only sound was that of the family on the other side of the field. Two parents and two young toddlers, a girl and a boy. Like the Murphy family had once been, hopeful and young and full of laughter.


There wasn’t much hope anymore. Hell, there was fuck all laughter either. And Connor hadn’t been young for a long time, his childhood was ripped from him by mental illness before he was done with it.


He hadn’t been done dressing up for Halloween. He hadn’t been done with getting excited over Christmas, waiting up till midnight with hot chocolate. He wasn’t done with Easter Egg Hunting or having birthday parties.


Connor wasn’t done with living, but by the time he realised this, he was too late and his brain had decided for him.


“Isn’t this nice?” Cynthia asked in a falsely sweet voice, “That family over there reminds me of you two. My God, you were so young.” She sighed and clutched at her heart, looking over at the family as if she could pretend her children were still babies and that her family was not falling apart at the seams.


“How is this nice?” Zoe asked quietly. Ah so she wasn’t asleep, Connor thought.


“Zoe.” Larry warned. Suddenly the whole mood shifted from a quiet, depressing silence to a heavy and tense atmosphere.


“So is this why you brought us here, Mum?” She asked, propping herself up on her elbows so she could really glare at her parents, “To relive the ‘glory days’ and pretend that your son didn’t just try to off himself?”


Connor didn’t dare steal a glance at Cynthia, he knew what her facial expression would be. Heartbreak and disappointment, the same damn expression she wore every day of this pitiful little life.


He could hear the tears welling up in his mother’s brown eyes, so much like her daughters when she next spoke, “Zoe sweetheart, please don’t bring up-“


“Bring up what?” Zoe said in a much louder, firmer voice. “The fact that Connor nearly died? Are we just going to come back to the last place where we were all fucking happy for once and that suddenly fixes everything? You’re not even talking about getting Connor help!”


“Connor doesn’t need-“ Larry began, but Zoe cut him off with a harsh, ironic laugh.


“You’re not going to get him into therapy then? For what? A reputation?” She asked mockingly, “You know what you’re doing?” She hissed, eyes glazed over in tears, “You’re killing my brother.” She punctuated each word with a swift punch to the ground, leaving quite an impressive dent in the yellow grass.


“No!” Larry yelled, standing up and glaring down at his daughter. “Connor is killing himself!”


Don’t get involved, Connor thought, you’ll only make it worse. Don’t get involved. Don’t get involved. Slam on the brakes. Don’t-


Connor stood up and rounded on Larry.


For a moment he questioned whether or not he should punch him square in the jaw. He could, it’d certainly be deserving and he’d had more than enough practise with his wall and other dickheads in the past.


Connor reeled his arm back, balled up his fists, narrowed his eyes and-


He couldn’t do it.


Instead, he did the next best thing. Dropping his arm down at his side, Connor starred his father right in the eye and hissed, “Fuck you.”


He jammed his fists into the pockets of his black hoodie and stormed off. He was a good distance away from the explosion he’d just created when he realised he was crying.


Connor liked to think he never cried and if you just saw him passing on the streets, you’d never peg him as the type of guy to cry himself to sleep every night. The tough persona was both a beautiful blessing and a painful curse.


But he did. Cry. At night. In the shower. About his depression, his family, the pressure of school, or something stupid like an advert on TV that reminded him of something.


And it always started out the same, a few tears cascading down his cheekbones like a great, unfinished symphony of a waterfall before the dam broke and soon he was gasping for air between sobs.


Connor was always an ugly crier, the sobs were loud and choking and were ripped out from his throat so violently he felt as if he’d lost all control. Tears flooded his blue/brown eyes before his vision got blurry and he couldn’t see where he was going but he didn’t want to see. He didn’t want to know. He just wanted to go. Far away. Away from Larry, away from the people are school who called him a freak, away from his fucking brain and it’s fucked up thoughts and it wasn’t fucking normal to be feeling this way!


Everything was heavy, putting one foot in front of the other was effort. He could feel the blood running through his veins and he wondered, just for a moment, what it would be like if he were to… to-


Stop.


Stop everything.


To die. What does it feel like to die? Some people call it ‘The Big Sleep’.


Would it be peaceful? Would it be loud? Would he be able to hear the voices in his head until the very end? Or would the threat of death scare them away? For good? Would they come back? Where? In heaven? In hell? Even if Connor believed in heaven and hell, which he didn’t, he knew he’d definitely be going to the latter.


He suddenly got the urge to lay on the ground. To lay on the soft, healthy grass now that he’d created a safe distance between himself and the orchard, and stare up at the sky. It was a light blue, a few clouds dotted here and there and then Connor was laughing. He was laughing so hard he couldn’t tell whether the tears were from his breakdown or his laughter.


God, it was ridiculous. Life is ridiculous. It’s like some cruel joke, he was so free lying on this grass but he’d never felt more trapped, more insignificant than he had lying on this grass, starring up at the sky, at the universe which had cleverly, oh so fucking cleverly, trapped us all.


And he was so caught up in his laughter that Connor didn’t hear the footsteps cautiously approaching him. He didn’t notice the figure hovering over him.


Until he did.


“H-Hi.” Someone stuttered and Connor was pulled out of his detachment to stand up properly and see who the fuck was talking to him now. It was a boy, around his age, short and blond with a blue polo shirt and brown khakis and a cast on his arm.


“Hi?” Connor asked, an eyebrow raised and he was probably being rude but did he care?


Maybe a bit.


“S-Sorry.” The boy began, “Its j-just you looked, um, well I saw y-you crying and-“


“I’m sorry,” Connor interrupted in the most unapologetic tone, “But who are you?”


“Evan Hansen.”


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Hey guys, this is the first chapter to my Dear Evan Hansen Treebros fanfic ‘Firefly’ I really hope you like it and if you did there are 24 other chapters ((and more coming!!)) on my AO3 account @drac_hoe_no

Thank you!!!

Xoxo

makingflowerscreek:

Ben Platt has been nominated for a Golden Globe for playing Payton in The Politician and I am in tears

HE… DIDNT… WIN????????????? I’m in tears again but for a whole different reason now.

Ship!!

kdakina: Ohh ok um! Deh, and lets see. Im a college student, music/really into arts, im the type that kinda ends up skipping classes more often than recommended, im really big on fighting for whats right and uhh ye!

Hey, sorry about the wait! Also, sorry if he ends up a little OC, I’m not the best with deh personalities ;-;. Let me know if it sucks and I’ll rewrite for you :).

I ship you with Evan Hansen!

  • He’s totally pining for you
  • Like, you’re so amazing and tbh, he thinks you’re really inspiring
  • The way you stand up for your opinions and other people when necessary
  • And he kinda likes the fact that you’re rebellious in the way that you skip classes - one, he thinks it’s kinda cool but he won’t tell anyone that and two, it means he gets to see you more often because he brings you notes
  • Loves hearing you rant - your passion is pretty much what made him fall for you
  • You’re probably the one who makes the first move
  • And he’s a blushing mess by the time you’ve said what you had to say
  • He doesn’t really know much about arts and music, but he loves listening to you talk about it and he tries to learn a bit more about it because he loves having things in common
  • If you’re ever preforming/presenting, he’s totally there with flowers or some kind of gesture to show you his support
  • Or if you just like to listen to music/look at art, he’s with you too - he’ll probably save up to buy you both tickets to go to see an art gallery
  • Or if you make your own music/art for fun, he always tells you how good it is because it really is that good
  • You’re a really strong couple because you’re both really honest with each other
  • And you both kind of even each other out
  • Evan’s mom kinda loves you
  • Like, she invites you over all the time
  • Calls you her daughter-in-law
  • Cue Evan blushing and yelling at her lolol
  • Bottom line, he loves the heck out of you
  • And you literally saved his life
  • You made him feel like it was worth it - the pain, the struggle
Ben Platt- JazzySatinDollIntroducing Ben Platt of Pitch Perfect and Dear Evan Hansen fame!! Super taBen Platt- JazzySatinDollIntroducing Ben Platt of Pitch Perfect and Dear Evan Hansen fame!! Super ta

Ben Platt

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Introducing Ben Platt of Pitch Perfect and Dear Evan Hansen fame!! Super talented bloke and probably not the last time you see me draw him ;)

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evan hansen and his mom in so big/so small can be something so personal 

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