#confused
*sigh* I know not many will read this but I need to get things off my chest. I don’t know what to do about my boyfrind. We have been dating on and off for the past year or so, but I am almost always questioning the relationship.
I do like him plenty but I am kinda wishing for more. He isn’t very showy with his emotions and is very stoic. I have tried to help him be more expressive but no luck.
I have always wanted some to tease me, I may not seem like it but I love to be dominated. Yet it seems like I can’t get anyone like that. Guy or girl. (I’m bisexual)
I am so frustrated and confused about so many things. I don’t know if I should break up with him or something. I hate it.
*sigh* sorry, if you stayed to read this. Thanks. I just had to get that off my chest.
I just want to talk to someone about my sexuality and feelings
#inthecloset
You long for letting him go. You long for getting him back. You want love. You are so afraid of loving again. You miss him. You love him. You hate him. You can’t get him back. You think so much about him.
You are stuck in the middle - can’t let go, can’t stay any longer.
You have to make a step forward. You want to make a step backwards. You are lost. You found yourself.
You are stuck in the middle - can’t let go, can’t stay any longer.
That‘s when you know you‘re fucked up.
An empty love.
Filled to the brim with high hopes.
He’s put his heart in plastic palms
His faith in paper souls
Searching for something real
Deceived by playing roles.
He’d tell her she looks pretty
She’d compliment him back
His breath was empty promises
His heartbeat hollow cracks.
An empty love requited
Better than a full one that is not
He fell for empty promises
Sought out beauty instead of thought
Why must he constantly seek a love
A full one to the brim
Then constantly settle
for an empty love
A love so paper thin.
A petty, plastic, cracked glass love
A hollow, skimpy, half assed love.
He deserved a love so full above
The brim that is unmet.
But settled for the easy love
His broken safety net.
He gave himself away too quick
Spread himself too thin
Looking for love outside himself
Before finding it within.
r.t.
“Ho imparato a placare i miei attacchi di panico e a controllare le mie paure prima che loro controllino me. ”
- Chiara
is it really that difficult to just be straightforward?
cant you just say it all to my face? now i feel like im fucking annoying you
asswipe.
just say it to me straight, i could careless about how the outcome will turn when you tell me the truth
its better than being lied to
despite the stupid ass consequences.
my number one mistake was actually liking you. and this is the price i have to pay for gods addiction of a joke called “love”.
have a good life
ass.