i’m obsessed with this￼
and then, two months later….
Three toads from yesterday!
Sorry but another thing the can go to hell for - by having Cas literally say ‘I know you can never love me this way but it’s fine and death is great anyway’, they just obliterated the very reasonable fanon fact 75% of fics are based on: the idea that Cas can see Dean, can see Dean’s soul, has seen all of Dean’s memories when he put him back together and gave him a body again, knows about Dean’s dreams and desires. They rewrote and retconned all that shit, up to and including Dean’s increasingly desperate prayers in Purgatory and how Cas heard all of them. Plus all those other times he prayed to Cas and he was drunk and desperate and sure Cas was not even alive anymore. I mean, there are like 23000 fics out there on how Cas knows from the very first moment they meet that a) Dean sometimes swings that way and b) Dean is occasionally hot for him, too and it’s a joy to see the story unfolds as told from that perspective? How Cas both understands and doesn’t understand, because he’s an angel and human emotions are HARD. And, more importantly: that he can see, very clearly, in the colours of Dean’s soul (which he canonically SEES) that Dean is falling for him emotionally as well as physically, and that he pushes back against that because he thinks he doesn’t deserve it. Because these two characters are both people who failed, got it wrong, disappointed their fathers and were despised by their brothers and never felt good enough for any kind of life or love or support. And instead they found each other and that’s why the will they won’t they worked so well - because they both knew what the other felt (Dean because he can read people, it’s literally what keeps him alive, and Cas because of his soul-seeing and dream-scanning powers) but never acted on it because they thought they themselves were not good enough, or worthy enough, to be loved in that way. And guess what: the ending destroyed all of that and literally said, “You were right. Neither of you is good enough for anything other than dying so that better people can live”. Like what in the fuck.
Deutsche Stadt so: Frankfurt
Englische Stadt so: Leberschwimmbad
Darmstadt ist ein ganz normaler Name, der die Stadt genau beschreibt.
Okay I had to look this up and: Ford of the Franks, Muddy Water Creek, City of the Druids (maybe).
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